Sunday, October 10, 2021

 TWENTY-EIGHTH SUNDAY IN ORDINARY TIME

(Wisdom 7: 7-11; Hebrews 4: 12-13; Mark 10: 17-30)

Some of us remember the television quiz show, "The Sixty-Four Thousand Dollar Question." The host would ask the contestant questions whose correct answers were worth different, increasing amounts of money. Of course, the questions got harder and harder until the last, sixty-four thousand dollar question. In the Gospel today, the rich man asks Jesus a question whose correct answer is worth much more than sixty-four thousand.

The man says to Jesus: "Good Teacher, what must I do to attain eternal life?" He is an accomplished man. He has not only accumulated a lot of money but has also followed the Law of God. However, he knows that something is missing in his life. We too will have this disturbing sense that something is missing. Sometimes we feel empty after having followed all the rules. We tell the truth. We work assiduously. We take care of our parents. We give to the poor. However, we wonder if all these acts are really worth the effort. We don't feel like we're going to get the promised reward. We imagine that we are like dogs in the circus just jumping through hoops.

Jesus responds to the man in a surprising way. He asks why he calls him "good." Didn't he know that only God is good? Jesus is not implying that he is God. At this time in his life, Jesus looks at the Father with such awe that he cannot identify himself with him. However, the man's question and Jesus' answer makes us wonder: What do we have to do to make ourselves if not good than at least better men or women?

Now we recognize the need to repent not just once but many times. Each time we repent, we will see ourselves closer to the Father. When we leave the fascination with immodest behavior, we will become more like God. When we stop talking about our achievements to listen to others, we will draw closer to God. Then something almost impossible to describe happens to us. We discover that we have fallen in love with God. We feel deep within us the desire for His goodness, His truth, His beauty. Nothing less than God can satisfy us. This is the beginning of eternal life.

To help us reach our destiny, God has given us his word, the Scriptures. As the second reading says, it is more penetrating than a two-edged sword. One edge accuses us of sin - pride, lies, laziness. The other edge assures us of the love of God that surpasses all understanding, all rationality. Meditating on the word of God every day, we come to the conclusion that it is true. God loves me despite my lack of virtue.

"Kiss me, kiss me often " are the words of a particularly romantic song in Spanish. They make us think of two young lovers. At first thought we do not imagine that one of the lovers can be God. Then we realize how lovable, how truthful, how beautiful God is. We are falling in love with him. We feel that we do not lack anything. Everything will turn out fine. We want to be more and more like Him. We have reached the beginning of eternal life.