Thursday of the First Week of Lent
(Esther
c:12.14-16.23-25; Matthew 7:7-12)
Thomas Aquinas was as intellectually
gifted as any saint in Butler’s Lives.
Yet he did not rely on his own acuity.
Always before studying, teaching,
debating, or writing, he prayed intensely. He withdrew into a private space, often
before a crucifix. Then, pouring out tears, he asked for understanding of the
divine mysteries. No doubt, Thomas was
quite aware that he was fulfilling the Lord’s instruction in today’s gospel.
Even people who pray
regularly often delay their prayer until other means of resolving an issue
fail. The Book of Esther is famous for
not mentioning God. Yet, with nowhere
else to turn except to heaven, the queen prostrates herself in prayer. There is nothing wrong with praying in
desperation. However, Scripture
recommends constant prayer, and the wise do not fail to take the advice.
Like Thomas Aquinas,
we can begin every endeavor with a sincere prayer for help. God does not fail us when we show such
faith. Even if He does not fulfill our
need as we imagine, we should notice a more agreeable disposition coming over
us. God provides what we need like a father who wants the best for his
children.
